Frust

Am I being too sell-fish this lately?.Dear, forgive me for forcing you to listen to me,doing things for me and all the rubbish that you aren't suppose to do.SORRY

THIS IT IS...The End

Assalammualaikum...

herm...it has been a while i didn't update this blog...buzy kemain..hahaha
actually,i wanna disclose this blog..coz i tired of being a blogger noe...NOW..maybe in the future,akn jd blogger balik kot..sume nyer dalam ketidakpastian..
papehal..i wanna start being mature girl..no more childish2 thungy ni..paham2 je la..dlm ni kn bnyk post yg emo2..hehe

For those yg telah membace post,comment...a lot of thank u for you...rase bangge ble blog saye ni dikunjungi..hahha...

KKS kah saye??hahahah

nway,salam akhir dari saye..
Luv,
Hajar Zain..8.54 pm..Lab Comp KMKN...hhe
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p/s:klu da bwt blog baru t,meh la rmai2 jadi follower yek!!

tatatataaataatatatatitiitiitutuututut.........

Siti Khadijah

..Jah..Jah..Jah...

.Erm..it has been two days since i felt something wrong witn Jah..she didn't talk that much , her smile wasn't warm to me and i noticed she ignored me at all..

Senang kate,Jah memang tgh REOD..tp kat ak jew..!!

When i talked,she didn't see right into my eyes or watever..I just felt it,JAh!!

"Ya Allah, jika benar Jah marahkn diriku ini, Kau berilah petunjuk Ya Allah kepada hambamu iniSedarkan lah kesalahanku Ya Allah.Aku hanya ada kawan2 ku sahaja di sini.Merekalah tmpat berlindungku.Hambamu ini mahu hidup tanpa buruk prasangka dan hasad dengki Ya Allah.."

Widow dah jadi..

..hehe2.."guy in this pic is not her ex but sumone who i believe could take care of her better in future"..wow..!!..haha

A day before we are having our 2nd semester break, well that's today..hehe3..Erin had been ambushed by a such HECK news about his "sotong" bf..

..haha..den dah kato"leave him b4 he leave you"..Then,this happen.







Jah kate"Aku x bleh salahkn dye 1oo%,coz ko penah niat nk dump dye dlu"







Sarah kate"..Eii..ak emo btol la ngan Cipon uh..eish..geram plak ak!!"







Awin kate"..nth ak lupe lak tetbe..keh3







Anis kate"..Lex la Erin..kt RCMP t ko carik la mane2 hot hunk..heh"







..Now Erin really,badly need our help..She afraid she will cry when she facing that d*** guy..No matter what,we always right behind you..





Time dalam bas,tgh syok2 layan oppa,tetibe





"Hajar,tdo ke??"Sarah tnye.





"awat??"





"She's crying again..."


Adoyai..but that time was the worst..she keep cryin'2 until she felt asleep perhaps.





Erin,if u read this post,i'm tellin' u..All ropol2 love you..no matter what..but,you should know..This heart and feeling emotion can't be shared equally among us..U r da one who knows better bout urs.u can tell us everythin'but we can't over react..hahaha3..what da..



I still remember,i gave you this analogy..psal org yg kne cancer.. i described you as org yg kne cancer tapi x nk operate..hehe3..klu operate there are risk whether u get better or you die..



In this case,klu ko operate,meaning ko pgi luahkn kt dye what things yg ko x pueh ati..if you get better meaning both of u bleh terime..but if you die,meaning ko x kuat n barai ngn ayak mata..hehe..



Sory to say,tapi ak rse kn Erin,idea org kne cancer bi mmg brilliant time uh..heheh.



Erm..i have nothing to write left,even too many words came across my mind..

but its ok Erin,ak ad jew kt sini..alweyz..

Ok..should stop rite now..

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I wanna story..

I wanna tell..

Hajar demam..

ini ialah nukilan seorang kawan di blog HAJAR ZAIN...

Hajar Zain sudah demam selama nak dekat berapa jam tah..hahaha..sejak dari kelas td..kesian dier..huhu~

aku doakan HAJAR supaya tidak demam lagi..die sedang berselubung di dalam selimut tebalku yg mmg mengasyikkan dan menyebabkan sesiapa yg berada dlm pelukan selimut itu tidak ingin meninggalkan selimut itu bersendirian..wakakka..mmg selimut itu BEST....!!!

Bak kata HAJAR.."aku demam sebab byk sgt beban yg aku kne tanggung..."

aku berkata.."beban ape Hajar???"

Hajar menjawab.."mcm2 la...ade presentation html yg tidak di bentangkn lg..ade public speaking yg tah biler tah aku nak buat...td dah la ade kuiz vector ngn trigonometri..tibe2 cikgu Narimah itu berkata pula.."esok ade kuiz matrices ngn conic section.."...terkejut beruk aku dibuatnya..muahahaha..tp apakan daya..minggu depan ditambah dgn standardized satu...tp sabtu ni nak kuar pergi JITRA...hehehe..bak kate anis pulak.."kite kne mereleasekan tensi sebelum menghadapi std..huhuhuhu...."

aku berkata.."Go2 JITRA...hahahaha.."

mereka berkata..."hajar dah ok??"

hajar berpaling dgn muke yg lemah lg x bermaya dan mulutnya bergerak.."belom la..jom mkn.."

mereka menjawab.."jom.."

jah berkata.."korg 'duduk' la dulu...(jah version..)"

erin (yg pandai meng'imitate' sesiapa pun.. )menyambung.."sampai biler kite kne 'duduk'???(versi jah:spt di atas) tp erin buat melebih2 sikit la..

anis yg dr tadi x berkata2..lalu berkata.."senyapla...sarah tgh baca Al-Quran.."

konklusinya...kami pergi makan ikan sweet sour ngn telor serta sayur kacang panjang...

tata..till then..

kite berjumpa lg...

xoxo...

_yang penat menaip..:::kawan HAJAR::...

..RPXQ - board member team..

Last Saturday..cehhh..pe gaye cm nk bwt report..x kesah la.aritu ktorg diarah kn oleh Pn Narimah melalui aween utk bwt board blok kt depan tu..Malang nuer,xde la plak pic board tu kt cni..xpe2...akan di upload kemudian..It is a fun group work btw,coz when Ropol2 kumpul,what can be more havoc than us???hehehe..arini,tecer kate cantik ,menarik n ec..of koz la..tgk la tgn2 creativeyg potong bulat,yg wane bulatdan memcacatkn bulat...haha till then..bye!!

Rahim + Anis = Rahinis

~Rahinis~

Waaaawawawa....hehe2..pic d atas telah menimbulkan bnyk kontreversi..haha3..sume nye gara2 aku yg konon nk guraw..tapi,nk buek camno an??Anis kato den salah org..hehe2..x pe..da
most important.we all have fun..!!..fighting Rahinis..hoho

Blood[Glucose n Pressure]

me.eRin

..herm..Sem 2 susah btol nk blogging..den raso maleh..ahaha..last sunday,was my biology lab..quite fun this time..coz kami amik blood glucose level and blood pressure..keh3..n the most exciting part was timbang berat..yuckss..!!i alwez phobia with those timbang2 berat ni..hehe.

pic ni xde kne mengena lgsg..haha

so,nk cerita la result dapat haritu kn..my GLUCOSE level was quite low..haha.padahal ideal la..5.2mg/dll..lower than everybody,same as Anis and tinggi sket dari Jah..ceh,x maw kalah tu..

My blood PRESSURE plak x dapat dipastikan kesahihannye..but from what Solehah got, my SYSTOLE was 115 mg n DIASTOLE 85 mg..x sure whether is was OK or not..

Then,of koz akan ad chat dgn Mr Wan..He told us,from what he raed,people who r O blooded,if she or he get married with someone who r A blooded,they will produce genius kids..WoW..

haha..N guest what..EL Nauphall is and alwez A blooded..keh3..what a ??

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Trust.

Hey ya..geng Ropol2 sekalian..give me back my trust towards you guys.!!..PULANGKAN..!!.i'm afraid i'm losing it someday..

p/s:i love u 5..no matter what.

New Chapter of Life

~ i-am-freaking-out ~

..hah ha..it's been a while i didn't update my blog..quite miss it..still dunno what to write..blank=nk pee..hehe2

i know in here it just like open diary an..so to whoever that read this,i going to heal.yet,maybe 75% alright..i have come back to old me..old Hajar..fine Hajar.good HAjar.cun Hajar.ooppss,overact!!

New sem had started..my 2010 resolution are:

1.Get 4.0 for my Final result

2.No 'public' crush

3.Xnk emo2s

Thats all i can think right away in just 7 minutes..yeah..see ya when i see ya~